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1. What a weekend!

   06/08/09 16:57:08 | 0 Backtalk

   It has been so busy lately. My health hasn't been too good. I'm still dealing with anxiety attacks, extremely high blood sugars, and now my blood pressure has decided it wants to go too low.
   
   For those that don't know, one of my really good friends died in May. She was only 38. Her heart gave out, but it was basically from complications from diabetes and a form of cirrhosis of the liver caused by diabetes. Scared me half to death, so I'm trying to get some help with...

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2. Yeah, ok...

   01/13/09 18:13:06 | 0 Backtalk

   Just bear with me. It's that time of the year again. For the last few years I've found myself depressed from about October until March (My b-day is in February, Mom died 4 days after my b-day, her b-day was in March and her favorite time of the year was Halloween through Christmas). At least this year the depression waited until January to come visiting. I'll try to not let it carry over to the groups...

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3. Friends...

   01/03/09 19:05:54 | 0 Backtalk

   Ok this may not be the upbeat post you'd think lol.
   
   I just wonder how I got so lucky to be the shoulder everyone wants to cry on. This normally wouldn't bother me, I love to support and help people. BUT every once in a while it gets to be too much. The same people who expect me to listen to every single problem they have ever had in nauseating detail just aren't there when I need someone. Most of them only come around when they need something. Then they wonder why my...

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4. Title because yuku requires it

   01/02/09 20:08:15 | 0 Backtalk

   Still procrastinating. I really should get motivated to do something other than psp. Not going to happen tonight though.
   
   Oh, well, not much happening today. I just couldn't talk myself into leaving the house or doing anything around the house. This is the first real time off I've had in years, and it's hard to force myself to do anything.
   
   

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5. Opening this up

   01/01/09 12:41:15 | 0 Backtalk

   I am totally procrastinating today. I have 3 more days off, so no real reason to get in a hurry to get the furnitrue moved right? Right.
   
   I've tried blogs before and they usually last 3 posts. Lets see if this one can last longer.

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